Thorn in my flesh
You’re a thorn in my flesh
A thorn in my foot yet I carry on
Suddenly I am unable to translate the pain I feel on a piece of paper
It’s unimaginable
Numb its becoming common like a casualty
So used to it I expect nothing more and nothing less
Part of is my fault, the heck it is my fault
I fell again Jhene Aiko The Worst
Now I understand why you call me a Queen
I carry, wear the crown of thorns
Then you mock me like the King Of The Jews
I comfort my bruises telling myself its only time
But when you’re living in the moment pain is like acid
It continues to cut deep and leave scars
That makes it hard to breathe over
I’m not even angry I just feel sorry for myself
Feels like you’re in a bad dream watching yourself get tortured
It’s all up to you but you can’t scream you’re muted
Ever gotten so used to pain you become immune to it
Nothing can stop my tears because even they dried up
Pain amplified to a point where u can’t feel it
You’re even surprised to find yourself bleeding
All that’s left is a cold stare
All this pain coming from different directions
And you wonder why I’m cold sometimes
Just wished I never gave in wouldn’t be writing this
Trying to forgive you is like swallowing needles
And you wonder why I’m cold sometimes
Just wished I never gave in wouldn’t be writing this
Trying to forgive you is like swallowing needles